jerrywhoo (2:02:57 AM): hey jen are u feeling any better? sweetness9837 (2:52:04 AM): no more outbreak but i cant go to work until tuesday jerrywhoo (2:53:39 AM): stayed at home this weekend? sweetness9837 (2:54:31 AM): yea sweetness9837 (2:54:42 AM): well i was out and running errands sweetness9837 (2:54:46 AM): i still feel weak jerrywhoo (2:58:41 AM): how everything else been with you sweetness9837 (2:58:56 AM): changed my hair back to dark brown sweetness9837 (2:59:15 AM): instead of the blonde highlights sweetness9837 (3:00:02 AM): just had the best conversation with a guyfriend for 2 hrs..... the problem is he's taken sweetness9837 (3:00:31 AM): but .... what is a taken guy doing talking to me on a sat night sweetness9837 (3:00:37 AM): seriously...? hmmm jerrywhoo (3:03:52 AM): well, all my female friends are taken jerrywhoo (3:03:59 AM): my good female friends sweetness9837 (3:04:15 AM): i dont date my guy friends anyway jerrywhoo (3:04:22 AM): yea, probably a bad idea jerrywhoo (3:04:37 AM): hows the guy at work? sweetness9837 (3:04:40 AM): i keep them around so when i have someone complicated they can tell me wassup sweetness9837 (3:04:52 AM): im still friends with him thats all sweetness9837 (3:04:59 AM): he's immature..... jerrywhoo (3:05:08 AM): how so? sweetness9837 (3:05:23 AM): dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatic jerrywhoo (3:05:32 AM): honestly i dont know what im doing right now, i have everything i want except for someone to share my life with jerrywhoo (3:05:42 AM): yea thats a total pain especially if hes a guy sweetness9837 (3:06:00 AM): i stopped whining about that a long time ago sweetness9837 (3:06:27 AM): id rather be alone that to deal with people who will end up disappointing me jerrywhoo (3:06:37 AM): yea that might be somthing i shold learn...just live life jerrywhoo (3:06:43 AM): whatever happens happens jerrywhoo (3:06:45 AM): right? sweetness9837 (3:07:20 AM): im spending time finding my self and learning more skills instead of waiting for that 'prince charming' .... sweetness9837 (3:07:32 AM): just imagine jerrywhoo (3:07:40 AM): i dont think there is such a thing...no prince charming no pink princess sweetness9837 (3:07:48 AM): you have someone .... but what would you share with that person.... jerrywhoo (3:07:49 AM): thats good jerrywhoo (3:07:58 AM): hows ur job jerrywhoo (3:08:06 AM): honestly i think i have a lot to offer sweetness9837 (3:08:09 AM): if someone asks you a question :: what do u do for fun ... sweetness9837 (3:08:33 AM): other than drinking... what can you offer to the table? sweetness9837 (3:08:36 AM): ask yourself sweetness9837 (3:08:50 AM): its beyond emotional sweetness9837 (3:08:59 AM): that stuff grows sweetness9837 (3:09:04 AM): you need to realize that jerrywhoo (3:09:26 AM): when you say that stuff grown what do you meab jerrywhoo (3:09:30 AM): mean jerrywhoo (3:09:50 AM): i agree that you have to offer more to the table then well just yourself jerrywhoo (3:10:05 AM): and yea it is beyond emotional sweetness9837 (3:10:20 AM): the quality to build a strong relationship is to share each others qualities and things in common sweetness9837 (3:10:41 AM): im not gonna date a guy just cause hes cute.. jerrywhoo (3:10:45 AM): i think i do have stuf to offer to the table...i actually care, i have a career with a nice income, and most importantly im actually looking for someone to spend my life with sweetness9837 (3:10:54 AM): well maybe, but i bet you it wont last jerrywhoo (3:10:55 AM): righht sweetness9837 (3:11:08 AM): boring. jerrywhoo (3:11:11 AM): unfortunately i agree its not just about the tangibles sweetness9837 (3:11:12 AM): what else jerrywhoo (3:11:17 AM): its also about the stuff u cant measure sweetness9837 (3:11:24 AM): no no. sweetness9837 (3:11:39 AM): u dont understand what im trying to make across here jerrywhoo (3:11:49 AM): explain? sweetness9837 (3:12:03 AM): beyond your career and caring attitude what else do you have to offer sweetness9837 (3:12:10 AM): what do you do for fun sweetness9837 (3:12:14 AM): what makes you laugh sweetness9837 (3:12:20 AM): what makes you mad jerrywhoo (3:12:25 AM): wow sweetness9837 (3:12:27 AM): know yourself sweetness9837 (3:12:31 AM): thats it! jerrywhoo (3:12:39 AM): thats more important thene anything else i suppose sweetness9837 (3:12:39 AM): im challenging you man ... jerrywhoo (3:12:45 AM): u are sweetness9837 (3:12:48 AM): open your eyes... sweetness9837 (3:13:03 AM): dont be another statistic jerrywhoo (3:13:05 AM): and honestly i dont have an answer to even the most simple questions u have just asked jerrywhoo (3:13:12 AM): thanks jerrywhoo (3:13:38 AM): the fucking truth hurts but what you just said made me realize that i dont really kow myself jerrywhoo (3:13:50 AM): and if i dont know myself how can i possibly expect other ppl to sweetness9837 (3:13:56 AM): when you meet that person someday you can share a lot of memories together... sweetness9837 (3:14:08 AM): know yourself.. then you can love someone ...someday jerrywhoo (3:14:57 AM): i agree jerrywhoo (3:15:02 AM): maybe thats what need to work on jerrywhoo (3:15:08 AM): knowing myself jerrywhoo (3:15:15 AM): do u think u know ur self well enough? sweetness9837 (3:16:08 AM): i'm getting there. i know what i dont want. i have hobbies and things that keep me busy .... so 80 percent yeah... jerrywhoo (3:16:18 AM): jen, you are brutally truthful and i really appreciate that jerrywhoo (3:16:39 AM): im tired of friends bsing with me and trying to make me feel good jerrywhoo (3:16:43 AM): i rather have the truth sweetness9837 (3:16:45 AM): i get frustrated sometimes with my issues but i already know the answer at the end of the day.. jerrywhoo (3:16:49 AM): even if it hurts and it sucks sweetness9837 (3:16:59 AM): and i am here to tell you MY truth jerrywhoo (3:17:17 AM): appreantly YOUR truth is similar to everyone elses jerrywhoo (3:17:27 AM): pl arent all that different after all jerrywhoo (3:17:30 AM): how old are u again? sweetness9837 (3:17:52 AM): my truth is similar to everyone else? sweetness9837 (3:18:22 AM): your friends tell you what? jerrywhoo (3:19:24 AM): they dont necessarily lie to me but they try to convince me that its someone elses fault sweetness9837 (3:19:37 AM): no jerrywhoo (3:19:39 AM): and that the best method to correct said situation is usually ignoring the problem sweetness9837 (3:19:50 AM): it's no ones fault. jerrywhoo (3:19:56 AM): i agree sweetness9837 (3:20:05 AM): just look at the mirror and say i gotta do better than this jerrywhoo (3:20:05 AM): heres is two sides to every situation jerrywhoo (3:20:12 AM): right jerrywhoo (3:20:26 AM): we share the same resposiility ...especially for our own actions jerrywhoo (3:20:31 AM): live and learn sweetness9837 (3:20:37 AM): no no jerrywhoo (3:20:42 AM): \what do u mean? sweetness9837 (3:21:35 AM): before you reflect on others look at yourself first what did i do to contribute this ? do i victimize myself? sweetness9837 (3:21:47 AM): seriously. jerrywhoo (3:21:48 AM): absolutely i did sweetness9837 (3:21:53 AM): and ... sweetness9837 (3:22:13 AM): just find yourself man jerrywhoo (3:22:19 AM): honest truth is if she was just a "regular" friend it wouldnt bother me and it would not be a problem jerrywhoo (3:22:33 AM): yea jerrywhoo (3:22:35 AM): definitely sweetness9837 (3:23:04 AM): what regular friend? jerrywhoo (3:23:17 AM): friends i dont "like" jerrywhoo (3:23:24 AM): friends that are well just friends sweetness9837 (3:23:39 AM): and change your perception jerrywhoo (3:23:47 AM): in deed i agree jerrywhoo (3:23:53 AM): how old are u again? sweetness9837 (3:24:01 AM): i am 26 jerrywhoo (3:24:09 AM): ok jerrywhoo (3:24:12 AM): im 27 sweetness9837 (3:24:12 AM): why jerrywhoo (3:24:17 AM): just wondering jerrywhoo (3:24:22 AM): just thought u were well wise sweetness9837 (3:24:29 AM): thanks. jerrywhoo (3:24:37 AM): u've absolutely described what ive felt but was too afriad to admit sweetness9837 (3:25:28 AM): its my experience..... change you perception: the fact that you see this girl as a friend do not hope for more. it is what it is. jerrywhoo (3:25:59 AM): agreed jerrywhoo (3:26:03 AM): thanks for this talk jerrywhoo (3:26:05 AM): i needed it sweetness9837 (3:26:19 AM): no more moping xanga post please. | 
